Sometimes it’s hard to grow older and still feel sexy. You don’t have a completely flat stomach anymore, especially after a hysterectomy. You might have to keep your hair short because it falls out and you can’t always keep your hands up to brush it out if it is long and curly, your hands aren’t working or whatever that day. Maybe it isn’t growing older, maybe it’s the chronic pain that makes me feel less sexy. I still have a lot of laughing and love left so I’m sure the feeling will return. It’s just been a rough week. A nice hot bath and bottle of wine tonight should fix me up. Time for some self-care. The holidays are devoted to others and I forget about me.